Wild Wednesday

I decided today that I need a service project for this year!! Not just blankets, or literacy packets, or painted toys. But something that will really make a difference. I remember when I was back at MIT, there was this man that invented am application where people from foreign countries could see the right amount of medicine, and dosage to give. It was awesome because they were far away from doctors and the information was always at hand. Wouldn't it just be awesome if there was something like that for reading. To help children learn how to read and learn languages. ahh i think that would be soo incredible.

sorry for the blah blah blahing I'm just ready to make a change in someones life! :)

Love me . Sydy

Song of the day, Casimir Pulaski Day by Sufjan Stevens

Woah....

Some big decisions were made, and I hope they are for the good :) I think they are, but I just need to take a step back and look at all of my options. I have found my adorable birthmother :) and I know I've been waiting for this day since I can remember. But boy am I scared and nervous. I've grown soo used to this life of mine that seeing how this change could greatly impact me and life is a little scary and intimidating. I'm trying hard to embrace the lost and breath in with the new, I think that a little time will prove to me that really getting to know all of these wonderful people is really in my best interest.

But for now all I can do is pray and figure out where to go from here.

I am excited for what is to come, I am also scared of change.

I have ALOT to do before anything else happens..So lets get a move on syd!! :)

Haven't blogged for a couple days...Pretty much cause i've been working every hackin morning...ugh..okay maybe the last 2days haha